One of the most humbling experiences of my life occurred today in Thimpu. As I strolled through the DungKor, the prayer wheel house, turning the huge cylinders filled with millions of prayers, I was suddenly surrounded by a throng of elderly Bhutanese faithful. It is traditional for many devoted lay practitioners to spend their later years close to sacred shrines, stupas or temples, turning their hand-held prayer wheels, malas and continually reciting mantra. It is a community of faithful, many of whom are clearly of little material means and in various states of failing health and the decay of aging. Their minds and hearts burn bright with devotion. On seeing me in my Ngakpa garb, they drew forward to ask for blessings of both themselves and their well-worn rosary beads. I was taken aback. These holy robes draw strange stares, derision or confusion in many parts of the world. But here, they mean what they really mean. I wear robes as a practice. They convey tremendous blessings and just carrying them on my body is of immense benefit. They are a reminder, they contain one’s behavior and demeanor and remind one always of the tremendous compassion, purity and integrity of the lineage. Robes are something to live in, and something to live up to. However, I dont wear them all the time. Always at work, while doing healing and doctoring, always at dharma events, and when I am in a place and culture where the sight of them benefits others. If viewing them creates animosity or confusion in others, there is no benefit and no point in displaying them. However, even in Western dharma centers, Ngakpa robes are generally misunderstood, direspected and their meaning lost in the self-absortion of spiritual materialism that pervades the West.
Here, they mean someone devoted to mantric practice, to Mahayana compassion, to Vajrayana transformation. They devoted, simple and straight-forward beings, who approached me with smiles and sacred intention, reminded me of my own practice, of what I could do if my mantric strength ever reached its potential—or even came close. I looked at each of them as they offered their malas, and spoke the mantras appropriate to each: White Tara, Vajrayogini, Amithaba, Chenrezig, Hayagriva. Their inner joy and focus is the precious stuff of dharma, the real practice of Cutting Through self-clinging and devoting one’s being, surrendering one’s egocentricity, to the unborn, unelaborated purity which is our real “identity.”
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March 17, 2009 at 9:37 pm |
Good to hear they still respect a mantra speaker. Note to the sangha: An excellent book on the life of Lama Wangdu has been released. Lama Jinpa and Joshua did their usual top-notch job in translation and editing.
All practitioners should get this book.
March 17, 2009 at 11:09 pm |
Nice to read that somewhere in the world there are people spending their time in pursuits that actually have some meaning and value.
March 18, 2009 at 8:17 am |
How wonderful it is to be in a place where the zen is mostly recognized, and that the wearer of the zen has many blessings for them. Not like here in the West, wear most people don’t understand the significance of the robes. How beautiful it is to be in a place where there is a greater understanding within the nation.
March 21, 2009 at 7:59 pm |
To Lama Jigme Jinpa
Resting my mind
in the radiance of compassion
that is the luminosity of realization
I take refuge with my body, speech and mind.
May I be reborn in your retinue forever
March 24, 2009 at 7:45 am |
I am glad to know that there are some places in the world where the robes of a ngakpa have profound meaning to others. Saturday night, I was verbally and physically accosted by a group of teenage thugs while I was waiting at the bus stop near my house so that I could attend the monthly Vajrayogini tsok at my local temple. All because I was wearing my ngakpa robes. “Hey, you’re wearing a dress! Hee hee! Are you queer?” was the drivel being spewed at me. If it wasn’t for some quick thinking on my part – I called a friend on my cell phone – I would have been beaten to a pulp.
March 27, 2009 at 8:48 pm |
I carry my robes in a small backpack and change at the Center when I arrive. Lama Jinpa is right it tends to defeat the purpose if robes provoke non virtuous behavior from the ignorant. But amongst we practitioners they are a sign of connection and inspiration. An opportunity to rejoice in the merit of others. Maitreya/Asanga said one of the five reasons for his teaching the teachings on Buddha Nature was to inspire confidence in the practitioner. E Ma! Lha Ngel!
March 30, 2009 at 1:08 am |
Wow Asa, thanks for sharing that wonderful experience and the insight about the robes. : )
November 8, 2009 at 7:02 am |
I can feel the disonnance between what happened and what was expected. I love the robes. I would love to be in robes but here in the US, it would be tainted I think. Its nice to know you are doing service to those in need simply by offering a spiritual soluation.